Still Alive

Breath. Smile. Repeat.

That's what I always do.
It can easily erase the pain, brooding, depress.
Stay Alive.

But sometime
the magic didn't work on me.

I could still sense it deep down, inside my heart.
heartbeat getting faster
breathing is not functioning well(?)
eyes is burning
tears won't hold back and can't be controlled

All those excuse and answer that I already found, just disappear...when it comes

Feeling stupid while asking for a kiss-goodbye (( even though I'm joking or I lied to myself it was a joked... 
I thought it will never happen anymore
But you just did it
I could still remember the wet, the warm, the lithe
I could still feel it...

I am an idiot, no doubt.
No matter how many time I against the feeling, fighting with the emotion...((oh well, even though I have won the war for once, two, three,.... and still counting...
it will appear again and again

(sigh)
I know it will be gone by someday, perhaps...O__O
I will be okay...
I will be fine...



what a good day, huh~~ :)))
**ppl might thought I'm sad...LOL = =
anyway..I am hungry..gotta find some food to eat~
see yaa..~ :D




JJiong LOL LOL LOL